I am now...blond (sobs)

So last night I spilled some bleach on my hair. And it bleached it, in a bunch of spots. So my mom was like "You know what we have to do Avrill. You're gonna have to be a blond." I cried all last night just thinking about it. So today we went to the salon and I got it dyed blond. Yes, I am now blond. (sob sob) It doesn't look bad I'm sure it just looks....WEIRD! So not me. I showed up to school today (I'm in study hall now) and Eric screamed, he was so freaked out. I've been getting stares all day. I'll post a pic soon, as I feel better about it. Right now let me have my little pity party (sob sob SOB).