Tuesday, March 31, 2009


Ugh, I am SO SO SO tired because some baseball-sized hail decided to hit my house whilest I was sleeping, thus waking me up and forcing me to go downstairs to hide in the bathroom lest it turn into a tornado or worst... so now I'm SUPER tired and cranky because I didn't get enough sleep...a total joy...

Peace out trout!

Monday, March 30, 2009

Not much to say...

Really not much going on. Feeling rather bored today. Message me or comment or email me. Please. Talk to me about anything. I'm fun. Promise!

Friday, March 27, 2009

Forgiveness is such a wonderful feeling...

Yes, I called Matt and he was like "Oh that...I forgave you..." Such a nice feeling forgiveness. :)

And I have decided that hugs are simply the best. They make you feel secure, warm, loved, and wanted. The person wraps their arms around you, surronding you with love. Sighs...love those hugs.

So I've just been looking around on YouTube and I found videos from CMT Crossroads with Taylor Swift and Def Leppard and the most amazing ones definitly were "Pour Some Sugar On Me'' and "When Love And Hate Collide". Love the beat and sound! Very rocker... :)

Bout it from me!!!! lovelovelove-Avvy <3

Thursday, March 26, 2009

I slapped Matt in the eye...oops...

So last night at our youth group Matt and I kinda had an escapade (like always...WHY can't we just get along!!!!) because he was being annoying to Jen and her friend, Lexi. So I grabbed him in this hug sorta thing and was like "Matt let's go over here" and he turned grabbed my wrists. I do not take kindly to people doing that so naturally I tried to grab him back and get him off. Then grappled me and flung me at a table. I was ticked. REALLY TICKED! So I was GOING to slap him in the shoulder but instead I got his eye...oops...yeah...and then I tried to apologize but then he just tried to fight again....yeah...SO the moral of this story is control your actions dears or your going to end up hurting someone...now, I gotta go and call him to say sorry...yeah...

So I'm going to go do that. He's in school so I'll just leave a message...

Peace out trout! (Back at you Mere!!!! :D)

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

SLAT Finale

Ok, so I just finished The Secret Life of the American Teenager Finale. And it was AMAZING!!!!!! I loved it SO MUCH!!!! Amy and Ben FOREVER!!! And ever and ever and ever.... The ending was definitly the best! There was one speed bump though. During Part 3 (since online they divide it into parts) they were playing this ridiculous song that SCREAMED Disney. But otherwise I completely enjoyed it! I can't wait for Season 2 (yes people that was still part of Season 1!!!!). Bout it for me!



I'm reading an AWESOME book by Frank E. Peritti called Piercing the Darkness. It's a mystery/thriller/Christian book and it is probably the most AMAZING book I have EVER read. You all gotta read it.

I've been reading it since 9 this morning without stopping so naturally I am quite hungry now. So going to have lunch. Peace out trout!

Monday, March 23, 2009

We kiss and made up...

So yeah, I talked to Eric today and we had a really nice and long talk and basically I made myself look like an idiot at school by bursting into tears but to put it bluntly we kissed and made up and all is well again.

I added a little Polyvore gadget thingy at the bottom of my blog so you can check me out!!!

Going furniture shopping with Eric, Matt, and Jen. Lotsa fun! Peace out girl scouts!!!

Taylor Swift ROCKED!!!!!!

Back from Houston! Had a TON of fun there and got a gorgeous tan. We saw Taylor Swift at the rodeo and she was AMAZING!!! I got some REALLY good pictures. Now if I could just upload them...Here's a picture I didn't take but was tooken of her at the rodeo (I doubt tooken is a word...oh well, I'll just make it one!)

Matt and Jen are back from Mexico and had a blast! Still haven't talked to Eric. I seriously considered calling him Friday but bro went to Oklehoma and had to take my phone...so I didn't... I dunno...it's just been all weird lately. I'll see him at school so maybe we'll talk then...

Anyways, back to school I go! lovelovelove-Avvy <3

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Houston, we have a problem... ;)

Joking. There is no problem whatsoever. Just using the line because I am in Houston. :D And it is GORGEOUS here! We're staying with my wonderful cousins and enjoying ourselves alot. We literally just stay at the pool like the ENTIRE time. Today we're going out shopping and then going to see the lovely Taylor Swift at the rodeo!!!! I am SUPER exicted 1.) Come on it's Taylor Swift! 2.) I haven't been to a rodeo in FOREVER and I LOVE them and 3.) They are TONS of FUN!!!! So I am happy about that...umm...that's about it for me. I don't think I've mentioned but I have a Myspace, the link is in one of my Twitter posts, it says friend me, so check that out, mucho gracias! Gotta go!


Thursday, March 19, 2009

Why Can't You See You Belong With Me...

I don't know how to make my point anymore clear! I've always been there for you, ALWAYS! Even when others doubted you and lied to you I never did. I've always stood by your side, my love for you never failing. How could you not see that?! How could you not get it?! I love you. Always and forever, forever and always. I'll never stop no matter what you do.

A wave of naseua and dizziness just hit me. I feel so sick...and forgotten. Left behind and never seen. Invisible. Torn. Betrayed. Led on. Used. Bruised. Broken. Hurt. Crushed. Smashed. All of that together. Times 1,000.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

It's Spring Break!!!!

I just realized it is spring break!!!! I've been so depressed that I haven't even bothered to notice (I should have gotten the hint by me not being in school...) And it is REALLY hot out, so swimming will be in order today.

I know you're all like "YES she is FINALLY happy!!!" SORRY!!!!


Tuesday, March 17, 2009

New line! And more depressing thoughts...

I just thought of a PERFECT line for a book I'm writing in the near/far future. "What's she got that I don't got? Oh yeah, him..." Yeah...

I know I know, you all hate me for being SO DEPRESSING but I can't seem to help it. This month is TOTALLY not my month. Just heartbreak and hurt and BOYFRIEND TROUBLE!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So anyways let's end on a happy note. I...forget it....let's just end this post right now. Chao!

Oh yeah, Happy St. Patricks Day...

Monday, March 16, 2009


Sorry for that last depressing post. I'm just a mess right now. It's just all AH!!!!!! Just really boy trouble...yeah...always sucks....

Anyways I will hopefully have something better to post tomorrow!


Feeling Depressed...

Feeling very depressed/sad/blah/ah...trying to cry in my room while listening to sad music...but the tears just can't seem to come! I want them to come! I can't keep feeling this way, on the verge of tears but never actually being able to cry...GOD JUST LET ME CRY!!!!!!!!!!! Please...

Friday, March 13, 2009

Current Mood: Rocker Chic/Cleaning Lady

That's what I posted on my YouTube...

Quick post here! Have to go and clean up the house (cause it's Friday and I don't wanna clean on the weekend!) Sleep-over at Jen's tomorrow! Listening to Behind These Hazel Eyes and cleaning all over the house. And dancing while cleaning. Probably freaking out bro and sis....hmm...

peace my dears!

lovelovelove-Avrill <3

Thursday, March 12, 2009


Bristol Palin and Levi Johnston BROKE UP????!!!!!! WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They...they....they...BROKE UP?!!!! I don't know what to think...just.....WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!!!!!!!!! That is the LAST thing I EVER would have expected...w-o-w!


I HATE DAYLIGHT SAVINGS!!!! I keep sleeping late and that DRIVES ME CRAZY!!!

Anyways, watching Dog Whisper, first episode. Very dramatic. Vicious little rat of a dog. Keeps growling and growling and growling in this high-pitched whiny tone...kinda funny!!!! Hahaha!

Alright I'm just mindlessly rambling now. Peace out trout!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Blech, blah, and AH!!!!

Feeling somewhat depressed today. It's been exactly two months since Gwen killed herself. Ugh...looked in at my phone and realized I still have her phone number in there. So I deleated. She's never gonna call me ever again. I took her out of my email contacts. I know I know I'm being depressing...blah. I think in my story I'm doing for Polyvore, I'm going to do three more chapters from Janurary and then do one from this month and then it will be finally done.

On a happier note I saw Beverly Hills Chicucha (no clue how to spell that...hopefully got it right!) for the first time last night. It's HILARIOUS!!!! love love LOVE IT!!!!

Alright gotta go. Peace lovelies.


YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!! It is FINALLY RAINING HERE!!!! So so so so so so so so SO incredibly awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super duper luper exicted about THAT!

Sorry I wasn't on yesterday. Laptop was dead and there was no cord around to plug it in.

Saw Shawn Johnson on Dancing With The Stars. She did actually VERY well I thought. She is WAY SHORT though. She looks REALLY short when she's in a ball gown. I hope she goes and WINS ALL!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Alright well I need to work-out (I'm dying for at least a SMALL TINSY WEENSY pack of abs!!!) Chao my lovelies!


Monday, March 9, 2009

Back from an amazing event...

I got back Saturday night WAY LATE from one of the most amazing events EVER....to be greeted by daylight savings...not fun. At ALL! Totally sucks.

But it really was awesome. I took pictures and I'll try and post them. If I ever can get around to it....

Bout it for me! lovelovelove-Avrill

Friday, March 6, 2009


I'm packing right now (or rather should be packing...) because I am heading to Dallas for BattleCry, and AWESOME event. This is my first time going and I am INCREDIBLY hyped up and exicted about it. Listening to Unhindered's "Father Won't You Come'' an incredibly awesome song. So since I will be gone I will NOT be on my YouTube, Polyvore, or Blogger until Monday. I will try and get on my twitter to update on what I'm doing but that is about it...

Alright well, I really need to pack now.

lovelovelove! Avy <3

Thursday, March 5, 2009

AMAZING video!!!

Check out this AWESOMELY AMAZING video!!! GymChicksRock (aka Anna) made this for me. It is better than I could have ever imagined. Definitly check her out, she is an AWESOME montage maker! :)

Back from the dentist....

And as soon as I got back I ate an entire box of Girl Scout cookies....naughty me I know!!! :)

Watching a movie called "The Princess Stallion" with my sister and brother. Very 90s. Pretty predicatable. And fake...like I said total 90s film.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

This is totally making me laugh!

They keep playing this at the commercial input's for the Hills. I am totally cracking up! I love the part were he's like "Yay Phil..." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, March 3, 2009


Bro and sis are fighting...ouchy...

Watching some more of the Hills. I watched Episode 20 of Secret Life of the American Teenager (why such a long title? I'll keep it down to Secret Life...). It was AWESOME!

That's about it for me...going to go make some food...not sure what kinda food, but food.


Monday, March 2, 2009

The Hills are alive!!!!

So I've never been interested in The Hills before. Just another lame show to me....and then I saw the Season 5 preview....yeah...let's just say I'm hooked now! What with this leg, I'm bedridden for a while...hello laptop and cookies! I'm watching me some reruns!

An update...

So.....let me kinda update you on what has been happening to me since I was last seen. I've quit gym and swimming. Now let me explain before y'all get up in arms over me! First, why I quit gym.

As some of you know, I recently recovered from an injury. I rebounded back and everything was fine! Competition was going well, and I was working hard. And then....I got injured again. But it wasn't my fault this time! I think I posted about a certain jerky couple and their daughter, who has just joined as I was coming back. They weren't to happy that HC (head coach) was focusing all his attention on me. So, competition comes around and I'm kicking butt. They definitly aren't putting me in their Fave 5. So I had just finished vault and was on my way to bars. As I was heading on my way to the chalk bucket and a certain father volunteers to chalk up the bars for me, as my coach is unavaliable. To put it delicatly, he DIDN'T chalk up the bars. Nopers. Instead he put some slippery substance on it. Now you would think with the chalk on my hands it would be ok. Nopers again. I started and everything was going quite well. And then I slipped from the top bar while in the middle of a flip...and fell. Hard. I severly broke my leg. In the same place as before. Ouch. Very ouch in fact. So ouch, that the doctor told me that I better hang up my grips (the doctor always had a dry sense of humor...) permantly. The damage would repair and I'll be able to use my leg again, but my gym days are over.

And then I quit swimming because I wasn't REALLY swimming on the team and it was kinda a waste of money. So now I swim, just no longer on a team.

And then I broke up with Johnathon. Appreantly I wasn't the only girl in his life. Ouch...

And then I had a friend commit sucide. Ouchers some more.

BUT, everything hasn't been doom and gloom! First off, I got a NEW boyfriend, Eric, who is WONDERFUL! He REALLY REALLY is. I got a new phone! The Samsung Gravity. The awesomes of awesomeness! I've gotten REALLY into music, and am now going to high-school. No more homeschooling for me! Gotten settled into church, and my leg is doing well. So basically that is what I've been doing while I've been MIA.

Gotta make lunch!


Hey guys!

Hey everyone! Sorry for seeming like I had fallen off the face of the earth!!!! Somebody had came in deleated my blogs, changed my YouTube password, and my ChalkBucket password! I know INCREDIBLY sucks don't it? So finally I decided to start fresh with a new blog. So here it is! I also have a twitter Avrill15 if anyone has a Twitter. I ALSO have a Polyvore account here AvrillLovesYou. That's about it for now!